When I Play Our Song

I lay here, staring into my ceiling.
The dark of the night is the same of my heart.
Don't you realize what your doing to me?
Your ripping me to pieces and pulling me apart.
I wish you'd leave me alone and never come back.
You cause me too much heartache,
You don't even know how much I miss you,
Since you, I've moved on and put up a wall.
I'm afraid to love anyone now.
Are you happy?
Did you smile when I cried those tears for you?
Was I just a game you liked to play?
You'd pull me in then push me away.
I still think about you.
Its been a very long time.
I wish I could find someone who I could love,
Like I loved you,
Only that I wouldn't bleed, please.
It hurts too much now,
Its driving me crazy.
You have no idea,
How many times I dreamed of you.
Holding you in my arms, kissing your soft lips.
You'd whisper you wanted me,
I'd tell you I ain't letting go.
Oh you used to want me,
You used to care,
You used to be something so special.
Now I don't even know who you are.
I wish things never changed sometimes.
But at the same.
Nothing would of become of this anyway.