Up to now

Through life as an adolescence grew up with many questions,
Stressing with no exceptions asking God for protection.
Guide me and hide me away from harm, deliver me and enter to me as I greet you with open arms.
Life hasn't been all bad but it hasn't been all good either,
Worrying all night catching fevers thinking more money would please us
smoking on weed to ease us hoping for better days tends to make a few believers.
Life has it's complications, but I'm focused on making
The best decisions on living because there's only one that I'm given
and since I haven't been stricken, I'm picking my life up with precision,
don't want to hit rock bottom like a head on collision.
Trying to keep my mind on my riches but working 9 to 5
on minimum wage isn't the best way of me profitting my interest,
so what should I do within this? friends come and go with the true ones it's endless
to the true ones I have nothing but love for you for sticking around so keep handling ya business.