As I stare down at my flesh
I notice that these cuts are very fresh
I look at them and scream out loud
I scream because it hurts so much now
I've never felt such a pleasurable pain before
The blood is still dripping onto the floor
I'm no longer afraid
But you still stand there yelling at me to let go of the blade
You start to cry
And tell me you don't want me to do die
Don't worry about me anymore
Just walk away and close the door
