I've been avoiding it,
Trying to destroy it,
But all I'm doing is losing it--
Losing the plot.
Because every time I look in the mirror,
I hate what I see,
but maybe this is to be.
To be, to be , to be....
I am one big disaster.
but don't you realize my soul is made of plaster
so why don't I get that knife
take a slice, it might end my life
do some good more then the bad
cause honey I really feel quite sad.
Is my heart just meant to hold?
so much pain inside, its too bold.
But this hurt, this emotional pain,
is bringing no gain,
Shall I give up this fight?
perhaps tomorrow or maybe tonight.
I'll cut the crap and see the blood.
Until my heart fails with one last thud.
last thud, last thud, last thud....
I am one big disaster.
but don't you realize my soul is made of plaster
so why don't I get that knife
take a slice, it might end my life
do some good more then the bad
cause honey I really feel quite sad.
I'm siting here, trying so hard.
Not to look,
but I can't runaway from myself...
no more---
I have to face it....one day--
I am one big disaster.
but don't you realize my soul is made of plaster
so why don't I get that knife
take a slice, it might end my life
do some good more then the bad
cause honey I really feel quite sad.
I am one big disaster.
but don't you realize my soul is made of plaster
so why don't I get that knife
take a slice, it might end my life
do some good more then the bad
cause honey I really feel quite sad.
Do some good more then the bad,
cause honey I feel quite sad.
Yeah, I feel quite sad.
