Is my name Courtney
Caring to all beyond a point
Having a loving hart to a fault
And determined is my fate
Appearing to be shy
That is not to be
If you are known to me
Lover of the ocean that washes away the tide
As the sun glares upon crystal blue pacific
Relaxes the damaged soul and calms the beating hart
Lover of music that beats against my mind
Lover of the family lost upon a mistake
Lover of friends that remain through all I obtain
Who feels numb to the world
Spinning out of control
Who feels lost as a path she follows
Becomes defaulted and damaged
Who feels isolated from the life most desired
A dream never seeming to come true
Who feels scared that her family will forever
Be a distant memoirs
Who needs love from a mom never proving to be even
Once she returned
17 I am now
Who needs a place to call home
Among love is shared
Who needs kind words to deflect the past
That is so feared
Who fears failing at life that never seems to rest
Upon the bumpy roads or the stormy winds
Who fears a soul not in sight
Disappearing in the midnight
Being all alone just won������¢���¯���¿���½���¯���¿���½t do for this broken soul
Who fears love is just a far desire
Never to be reached upon my disaster
Who fears a goal I will not accomplish
To change a Childs lChild'spon my past
Will be an example to guide a broken hart
Through a person never desired
Only one who never gave up
To inspirer is my goal
A sorry is not wanted nor needed
Rise above a conflict a promise so aspire
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But fails to receive the gift so needed
Returned in a favor
Instead abandonment and anger is
What is proven so true time and time agaprov-enn need I no lounger am indeed
Who gives care towards her friends to the end_|toward they have started to be
Never leaving my side as I weep and cry
Saying not a word
But a hug is all that is shown
To be just fine along this path I bare
Returning the love I quickly do
Who gives her best to impact this world
To change life������¢���¯���¿���½���¯���¿���½s in such need
A desire I love to the 100th degree
Who would like to see the world we live in today
Changed for now till forever
Who would like to see unity through our nation
Through the issues we face
Who would like to see the cycle of child abuse end
At this moment I speak
End the suffering that so many endure
To this I say rise above what we see
Who is concerned about what their is to be
Left of me
Shadowing of the past
Determined to change
Haunting my future I refuse
To allow in such way
Who is concerned this world will never change
Through the mist of hurt and pain
Who is concerned the end of high school is near
Friends will be no more in the life I live
Who is concerned about not succeeding
At the job I so badly desire
To impact a life
In the medical field is my goal
And my dream
Let������¢���¯���¿���½���¯���¿���½s just wait and see if
I reach a life so desired
To this is just me
