Losing myself

The faded dreams
I hold inside
The captive nightmares
I try to hide
I'm slowly dying
each night I cry
seizing reality
my life passes by
I'm no longer me
I don't know who that is
being lost in the shadows
I'm no longer his
My mind is jumbled
Thoughts running here and there
But does it really matter?
no one really cares
I've lost who I really am
the sense of who I was
The picture on my wall
remembering when we were us
I'm lost in my conscious
It's no different when I'm here
For love is lost, and meaning is gone
It's everything I've feared...