Of things lost and thrown away

I was a fool
and the tears I cry
that sting my cheeks
are only my reward
for the words i threw away

i was blind
and the darkness here
that crowds my mind
Fills the empitness
for the heart i threw away

I was scared
and the pain i feel
that sears my soul
is all that's just
for the good i threw away

I was cold
and the icy chill
that covers me
in in exchange
for the heat i threw away

I was weak
and the blue in me
is all that's left
of the light and love
of the rainbow i threw away.