LOST TEARS

How can i explain
the feelings i keep inside,
its a painful pain
i cant get rid of
for i have tried

nothings bringing you back
what do i do now,
My mind,and body is all of track
you have moved on, teach me how

i miss your laugh and smile
whats this life all about
i need you to stay awhile
and hear me out

crying myself to sleep
is an everyday depressant
all the memories i kept
weren't all pleasant

wanting to call,
isn't an option
i dont want you hearing me bawl
thinking I'm craving your love and affection

just wishing you were here
makes me want you back even more
starting a total breakdown with a single tear
watching my tears as the hit the cold floor

accepting the fact I've lost you
took alot of tears and laughs
hoping this is a dream,but knowing its very true
starting my life anew with a brand new path

remember you and our memories
with a forever lonely gaze
with a heartbroken filled breeze
knowing i love you forever and always, always.