Everyday... Everytime...

Everyday...
Every time...
My heart just burns...
Continues to cry...

Deep in side you were the one,
But you broke my heart and left things undone.
And I think about what we once had,
And I think about the person I now have....

I dunno but I feel that his love is true,
But I'm fooling myself thinking I love him too.
Doubt but clouds my vision making me unaware,
Falling pits of treachery with almost fake care.

I know that I wasn't wrong to believe,
Everyone in my life only leads me to grieve.
I pick up broken pieces of wounds long dead,
Awakened by your thoughts that drive me mad.

You broke my heart, my soul and my trust,
Every feeling but grazed soon turning to dust.
I mourn for people long gone in my life,
Fake these smiles - thinking I'll fake my life.

But you don't know, you don't really see,
What you did and what you do to me.
I'm shattered, broken and falling apart,
But that's only the beginning - it's only the start.

What to do when everything is crushed?
Faced with decisions that lead to mistrust.
One step forward with two steps back,
There's nothing left in life - it's only all that we lack.

And every memory burns deep in my mind,
There's no peace - only tears of pain I find.
And I'm thinking now what should I do?
When crushed hopes stick like glue.

I'm falling, can't stop myself,
Broken portraits filling up the shelf.
I'm drowning, don't know who to tell,
Old tunes and memories ringing like a deafening bell.

Stop! Don't talk...Just listen to me...
There's something I need to tell you - cos you're too blind to see.
I used to worship you and look up to you so much,
And endless days left me captured in your sweet touch.
Yet all I was to you was a fictional phase,
But you left me burning with my heart still ablaze.
Your words and memories don't leave me for a single day,
Was it an act of providence or simply one of those fake plays?

There's nothing keeping me from moving away,
There's nothing stopping me - no place to stay.
I'm just the fool you took for a ride,
Empty feelings of care that you left inside.

Everyday...
Every time...
Something just breaks inside...
Something so small that's so easy to hide...
Tears, pain, hate and death...
That's all that's now left...