Hopeful :/

All I can do is hope and pray
Hope that he will forgive me one day
I can't help what I feel is no longer there
I didn't mean to just leave him there
It could have ended different & a lot better
Unfortunately all I can do is keep writing letters
I wanted to be friends but I know i hurt him
So now things between us are very grim
I have someone now that I really do love
Of course its not the same as the old love
I know I will never forget all we had
I just hate things ended so bad
Maybe one day our paths will cross
Until then all I can do is try to get over the loss
Of not just my boyfriend but my best friend
Hopefully...hopefully this isn't the end.....
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