Hell

The way I feel seems to be nothing no more.
I would do anything not to feel this way anymore.
I have already felt this once before.
It was devastating, heart breaking.
In the end thats the true reality.
Me like many others, I am struggling.
No one to help me.
I feel all alone in this world.
Yet I can't stop loving this girl.
I scream I yell.
But, I'm still stuck in this hell.
Can you not tell?
The man I call dad seems to be dying.
The girl I love seems to never stop crying.
And, the only thing I can do is keep on trying.
I look up into the heavens and plead God for help.
Help to conquer this hell.
Death is not the answer.
No, not anymore.
I cannot face this on my own.
She feels so alone.
I feel so apart.
But she should understand shes the warmth of my heart.
I could be like anyone and say I no longer care.
But, I shall not dare.
I don't ask anything else but the strength I need.
In order to succeed.