Hate for someone

As I sit here alone in despair
It is obvious you cant even pretend to care
You cant deny it,
You know its true,
And everything I hate
Is somehow linked to you,
I try to lock these emotions inside
Though all these feelings,
Are not easy to hide
If only you could put yourself in my place
Feeling like I do,
Take your time to define the fake smile on my face
That I am returning you
My thoughts are completely scattered
Its your entire fault
That I am broken and shattered,
Even visions I talk about but can not see
Somehow I managed to let you,
Get the best of me