The day u seemed so distant

That day you seemed so distant,
i should of got it that instant,
but i was so stupid and wanted to hold on,
hold on to the love that we had but its gone,
now its over and months later im still thinking of you,
how great my life was then,
how great it was to have you,
i truly loved you i really did,
now the pain i really need to rid,
the pain hurts but it makes me stronger,
even though i\'ll love you longer,
longer than it takes to make the pain subside,
you\'re my first love and ill love you until the day i die