Sometimes I think about the past,
because that time just seemed to go by so fast.
Sometimes I wonder if everything happened for a reason,
and if so then why am I still grieving.
Then I sit down to think,
and all those emotions start coming in just one blink.
I start to think about the people that matter,
yet I have noticed that some people on that list have seemed to scatter.
But in the end I know the names left on that list matter the most,
for those are the ones that I hold close.
Then I start to think about all the things that I have done,
and whether those things will matter in the end or if they were just for pure fun.
But then sometimes I think about how things could have turned out,
yet I know that everything is the way it's supposed to be without a doubt!