Read My Body Language

My glass heart turned to stone,
Cause whatever I did, I ended up alone
The love of my life has forsaken me,
Left me dying in my agony

Why is it so hard for me to find love,
Find someone to be proud of?
Why does love lead me to this,
Leaving me lonely in my black abyss?

Losing my love, it hurts me so much,
Makes me long for the stainless touch
Leaves me dying in my crimson red
Leaves me crying in this awful dread

When did I lose the ability to cope,
With losing all of my hope,
With my broken and shattered heart?
And why do I keep falling apart?

In my flesh a ruby line is traced,
At this moment, I feel so disgraced
But I have to finish this awful sin,
Carve the words into my skin

Read the words with your own eyes,
Will you finally understand my cries?
Will you save me from this horrible fate,
Or will you allow me to use my silver blade?

Whatever you do, whatever you don't,
I will forever and always be alone
These are my painful scars and scrapes,
That form my life in painful shapes.