Irony

As I sit here thinking of you
Missing you with everything I am
I know I screwed up but why
Why did you have to leave and not give a damn?

You left me broken on the floor
You threw my heart back at me
And you expect me to be fine
Well Im not; Im never going to be

I want to forget you
I want to get you out of my life
I dont want to remember
If I do it will probably bring a knife

Please stay away from me
Dont say that youre sorry
I dont care anymore
There is no more we

Theres nothing I feel for you
Except hatred and disgust
Every feeling I have ever had for you
Has blown away like dust

Get out of my life
Forget about me
I have forgotten about you
I hate you now cant you see

But there is irony in this all
I love you still
But I want so bad to hate you
I want to hate you with all my will

So leave me alone
Dont ever talk to me
I know what I want
And I want to be happy