Can you tell me why am I having mixed emotions over you. I know you were never mine to begin with but somehow I thought it would last longer than it did,but as we both know all good things must come to an end.
I remember the first time I held you in my arms it was like you belonged there.Feeling a sense of being wanted being safe from life's let downs and broken promises. Although it was moment we stole from the night.
Yet I keep playing it over and over in my head,but as you know it all ends the same.I woke up this morning and like mornings before you wasn't there.No phone calls I guess I'm no longer in your thoughts.
I truly understand why it is that we can't be,I just wish I had you one more time.I miss the taste of your skin on my lips,your sweat in my hands.Getting you to climax with hopes of our hearts beating as one.
Should I go on and pretend that this never happened and do what I can to get you out of my mind?I've gotten use to the no phone calls,but what haunts me are those soft hands of yours on my body.
They say you should never live with regrets but this is one I think I'll remember. You were right you shouldn't have gotten to the point where you liked me,and I should have never let you in.
It was only a few moments we stole and although you were never mine for the taking I tried. So do as you must and with that I'll do the same.lets just say it never happened and remember what we will.
just know that with this you'll always be my secret and nothing will change that. We stole moments from that night and with the rise of day we lost something more.
