I feel like a such a disgrace
I feel ashamed for what I
did to him I'd should have
told him the truth from the
Begin.
But I was scared of losing him
he was the only one out of
all the guys I dated that care
about me but now that I told
him the truth I feel so ashamed
I know now that he wont be able
to trust me for awhile but I love
him to death that I would go to
the center of the earth and die
just to show how much I love him
He's my everything in life
My world
My warmth
My sun
I couldn't bare living without him
But maybe if I told him the
truth from the Begin everything
wouldn't be weird or feel ashamed
but every single day I fell more in
love with him so I had to tell him
But now that the secret is out
I'm free and don't have to worried
about him finding out and now I
know that I'll never keep a secret
from him again
But right now I feel like a such disgrace
and that I don't deserved him after
what I did I know that I shouldn't be
hard on my self but I feel so so
ashamed for what I did
