Today I Stand Before You

To day i stand before you.....
Not knowing to live or die
I ask myself how's life and all i see is a f$%#ing pig sti
No girlfriend. no job just a whole lot of bullshit
Why do i stay.... Why do i bother
Im not wanted by any mother
Not loved by any father
All i am is a burden to them.....
Something to pay for something to try and run around
Well f#@$ you!
Im no slave...Im no arrogant fool
Today i look around me seeing nothing but hell
I dont know wether to keep walking with my head held high
Or to just lie down....Submit myself and die?