To day is the day of destiny
The day i go and run away
The day i find myself
trying to kill myself
So now i look upon the face
The face that made my father cry
So why do i even try..........
I might just have to go an die!
But God doesn't want me
The devil's afraid ill take over!
So get ready world Im here to STAY!!
Get ready to pay
I feel nothing and wont take shit from another
Ill take what I need
So its time to heed
Before you make a mistake
Trying to get in my way cause you will never see day
Ill take my pay out of your face
All I feel is the pain inside
No love, no shame all the blame seems to land on me
So I thinks its time for me to open my eyes and say hi
To light thats waiting on the otherside wishing me to be happy
Only one thing left to do
I take that blade with glee it seems
Theres so much I havnt done but its not worth the suffering
I no longer care goodbye cruel world im gone
All is how it seems
Its crazey but I feel no pain just glee as I slide the blade down my hand
Following the blood trail with such intensity
The world seems to freeze
Like my heart as theres nothing left to pump
I guess I close my eyes for the final time
