Don`t judge me until you feel my pain

Her bruised hands
her bruised face
her bruised heart
her bruised faith
no one asked
everyone knew
she dare not tell the pain she went through
the screaming
the yelling
then the silence
the oh so lonely silence
then a slap it always started like that
the protecting of her mom
the beginning of her destruction
every night the same eruption
first the calling of names
then the end of his fist to her cheek
she knew the whole game
she was so sick and tired of it all
she knew she had taking one to many falls
she knew just what to do
to get back at him for all the pain he put her through
she waited until after the fight
she snook into his room one night
she planned to do what he did to her
to take the life he didn`t deserve
first she built up her nerve
she pulled out a knife
and drew back far
then she closed her eyes
took a breath
and here goes the rest
she stabbed him were she hurt the most
the heart
one stab for her
one for her mom
and one for his road trip to hell
she knew the consequence for her action
jail was were she was headed
but she didn`t care
she has always felt there inside her heart anyway