To End

This reality is bearing down
The crushing weight
Of the failures i make
Makes it so i don't care anymore

Care about the life that is mine
Care about the lives
Of those around me
Or about this torturous reality

My crippled hands
I bring to my chest
I close my eyes
Pray for the end of this test

Not to the end of my life as is
But the end of the test of my will
An ending to the agony i feel
An end to this perpetual hell