Beating The Pain

BEATING THE PAIN

and even when i smile
there's no real happines in my heart
i am the perfect fraud
incredible actor of inner pain theatre

with every day
i bear no new hope
only some old memories
which are slowly bleaking

i try to please everyone
but this is more imposible
than being somebody in this sick world

some time i'll find the solution
the plug will raise one bullet
straight to my common face

maybe then iâ??ll realise
what iâ??ve lost
throught all these years
beating the pain
of non-existence
if there is another velvet mourning...