I close my eyes, so tired of
crying. Trying
to rid my mind and heart from
him. Dim
is my conscious when he's
there; dare
I speak his God-forsaken
name? Blame
myself for always letting my mind
wader? Ponder
the pain he has put on my worn
heart. Start
my healing so that I can finally
recover. Discover
a new and quicker way to tranquil
bliss. Miss
not a beat when emptying my
mind. Bind
my soul to my new-found
love. Shove
that God-forsaken name from my
think. Shrink
away from anything that is a
reminder. Wander
away from the agony that he
made. Fade
away from the past and come into my
own. Blown
away, my mind should be forever
more...for
I am now no longer a love
slave. Save
me from that God-forsaken name.
