Killing me

You cant win unless you play
so i kept trying day after day
until i realized
maybe this game don't hold a prize
and maybe just maybe this is a waste of time
but i can't do this thing called life without you
and to be honest i don't want to
now everything's dark in my life
and all i can see is the metal sharpness of this knife
days and nights of weeping
this knife is just to tempting
and as it penetrate my skin
i can feel my hurt burn within
thru all the blood i shed
i feel my eyes roll to the back of my head
then i hear the piece of my mind say
you'll never see the light of another day
never find someone who would treat you right
never again enjoy the moonlight
on this day you took your life
with that oh so tempting knife
with your very hand you did
never had the chance to have a kid
or even a husband
some who'd hold your hand
and love you for you
as so many other strong women have the chance to
but remember
never again will you have the sweet smells of November or December
the crisp breeze of outside
and its all because you committed suicide

**I'm only 14 and chose to fall in love and got hurt and the thought cross my mind but nothing can steal my joy and don't let nobody steal yours life too short and mistakes happen be strong **