Suicide note.

Help me choose the right path;
I'm lost without you.
I feel like I'm trap
like I'm stuck in a hole.
I fell so hard that i cant get up
only thing I need is you
but your gone and cant come back.
my world is nothing
it's full of empty space,
darkness surrounding me.
blood streaming down my wrist,
tears building to a puddle of water.
I don't know what to do no more,
your the one that teach me how to live
now I don't have you next to me.
I'm lost without you.
I need you.
I need you to love me like nobody ever did.
my mom and dad abandoned me now you.
now I'm abandoning my self.
I think it's time for me to leave the world.
why does everything has to go like this.
why couldn't it go the way me and you were planning
[walking down the Aile hand to hand.
waking up every morning seeing your face, creating love)
why couldn't it go that way?
I guess I was made just to ruin other people's life
but don't worry its not too late for me to leave.
lets just start this already.
I'm going to count to three
and then disappear into another world that ill be loved.
OK I'm ready, are you?
three.....two....... (sigh) one
[trigger goes off and it's the end of this girl's life)

by: Emely Cruz

[P.S: this is Fiction, its not real]