Ruthie, Ruthie, god i love you. i hear your voice and i cant help but cry. i don't want this world to fall on me. and i cant stand this pain anymore. i see you, god you are so beautiful. i close my eyes and see you face. i wish you were here. with me. will you be my baby girl just once again? i cant believe this pain disappears when i think of you. when i listen to those slipknot songs circle and vermilion pt.2 they make me cry because i cant help but think of you. you are beautiful in every which way. thank you so much for everything you've given me. i really do love you, and I'm sorry if you didn't know. its hard to show my feelings and make myself vulnerable but for you i will and i have.
