A simple cut

To believe theres no way
to escape from this pain
i ask for relief,
from this sweet, simple blade

as the tender skin cuts open
as the blood starts pouring out
my thoughts and feelings, rushing
no need for me to shout

feeling hazy, and not stable
as i lean against my door
hands trembling, tears staining
my beautiful carpet floor.

its the only way my thoughts,
stop thinking about you
and the visions of fun,
all the things that were untrue

and as the blade is piercing me
as my blood is oozing goo
i may pray, for no tomorrow
just to get away from you