Empty words i sing to u?

As i ly in the darkness
my mind looses control
like an old movie
black and white moments flash through my thoughts
a time of smiles and love
nights of tears comforted by the man of my dreams
you once told me u never wanted to let me go
where have you gone?
and why have i let u go?
as the darkness grows to blackness
my love grows stronger
and i submit to the pain i've long denied
the tears well up andi loose control
my mind brings back every moment we shared
every touch
every kiss
and i sleep
with the longing
of your presence
lingering in my dreams