Don't Know What To Do

I'm scared.. no terrified.
I don't know what to do.
My heart and mind are at war.
They're fighting over you.

One says, "Let go,
He doesn't really care.
You need to move on,
Wake up from this nightmare."

The other tells me to hold on,
You know him and his ways,
He's scared of getting hurt.
Screw what others say.

The others... I forgot.
They tell me to say goodbye.
This isn't a real relationship.
Why do I bother to try?

You give me no hope,
No ounce of affection.
We hardly talk at all.
It feels like rejection.

Maybe I can't take a hint,
Maybe you never loved me.
Maybe I'm a stupid girl.
Maybe this is how it has to be.

I hold on anyways,
Though it hurts everyday.
I fell in love with you.
What else is there to say?

You thought I would forget,
But now I think you see,
I meant everything I said,
about you and me.