Just friends.

Just hearing the words she knew what she was in for
him being around other girls all day only for him to come home to her at night
and tell about his day
she would listen openly, i guess that's what best friends are for.
almost 2 years of romance, heartache, break-up makes-ups and a baby gone.
she never thought she'd see the day, when they ended up like this.
not caring enough for him was her biggest regret
loving him she'll never forget.

the little sound of pitter pattering feet on the kitchen floor
baby's first birthday just around the bend
them still just best friends her heart just now starting to mend.
haven't slept together in the same bed, haven't touched once,
just communication and smiles.
She still hold her head up high
but shes broken in side, always.
knowing she'll never stop loving him, ever!
its already been a whole freaking year, no one new has even began to step foot in to her life.
she lost her only friend to him.

so as he was out and about in the world everyday meeting someone new
only to bang and enjoy, she sat at home waiting for him to walk through that door
like a good best friend she never asked any questions.
she made him dinner, treating him like a king. only so he could break her heart over and over again.
she used to be stronger than this, she used to have hope.
but now everyday it just gets harder to cope.
Falling for him was an easy task
but forgetting he loved her once no one dared to ask.

at the dinner table they sat every night
having a conversation about todays Mrs.. right.
all she ever wanted was him, but he wanted so much more.
every single day he's find a new girl
and she'd wait for him to come through that door.
she has been stepped on, bruised, broken and killed over and over
and yet he still shows no remorse,
she didn't care she was in love with him of course.

with that year that had passed another one starting
away from her love he still was darting.
they'd been friends for all these years & now that's all they will ever be.
but she's fine with that if it makes him happy.
shes waited in silence day and night
she loses every single fight.
never knowing what to say.
she lives on another day.

every once in a while she'll see a spark
hoping its for her, in walks the other girl.
she analyzes his new fling & doesn't ever say a thing.
she makes them dinner while they are on the couch cuddling
then she goes to bed
knowing in the next room the new girl is giving him head.
the new girl was everything she wishes she was.
quietly she cries her self to sleep.
hoping he doesn't hear her weep

jumping into bed with her, the only thing keeping her alive.
the little baby is her biggest pride
if she didn't have her she would of already died
love is not some thing you can give or take in a matter of moments.
love takes time, love is strong.
love is something she'll never have form him.
they will always be just friends.