Dear, God

Dear, God
I know I am not Christian
And that I've never been to church
I know I only pray sometimes
But always I am hurt
Never did I think that I'd ever end up this way
And that's why I'm sending you this letter
I hope it makes it to you ok

I'm sorry for the lies I've told
I just wanted a little attention
To see who was really listening
To see who would ask questions

I'm sorry for the drugs I've consumed
I just wanted to ease the horrible thoughts and pain
But no matter what I was on
Hurt will always run through my veins

The after math of all this is the pain I feel
The friendships that I've lost
And a heart that will never heal
The only way out, is to leave this place
That's why I'm asking you God
I pray to see a heavenly face