What am I to do

What the F*c* is going on?
What am I doing here?
Where am I going in this life, so called mine?

I'm trying to make things work.
I'm trying to make it better,
But nothing seems to be right,
everything is all wrong.

Why do I bother?
Why do I try?
When I know I can do better,
I know I can get by.

What am I going to do,
When all I want, is to cry.
Theirs nothing here for me,
Theirs nothing I want to do,
Just leave me alone and get away from me.

I will live the way I want,
I will keep holding on,
But theirs nothing I want to do.
So don't waste your time.