I'm Sick

I'm sick of waking up
I'm sick of the demand
I'm sick of driving to school
I'm sick of my favorite band

I'm sick of all the phone calls
I'm sick of eating food
I'm sick of doing chores
I'm sick of your attitude

I'm sick of Television
I'm sick of video games
I'm sick of trying to sleep
I'm sick of these nick names

I'm sick of doing nothing
I'm sick of sitting still
I'm sick passive people
I'm sick of acting chill

I'm sick of making jokes
I'm sick of smiling nice
I'm sick of acting like I care
I'm sick of nodding twice

I'm sick of all the fake-ness
I'm sick of breathing air
I'm sick of noise and silence
I'm sick of doing my hair

I'm sick of doing makeup
I'm sick of the unknown
I'm sick of getting dressed
I'm sick of being alone

I'm sick of being my best
I'm sick of trying to be perfect
I'm sick of lying to others
And I wonder, was it worth it?