Loathing

by Kyleene   Jun 12, 2009


Her eyes burn from the glare flashing off the angry lights
The cuts on her fist aching with a pounding fury
Shards of glass lay scattered on the floor, at her feet
Her image no longer betraying who she really is
Or even who she wish she were
It showed a happy young woman who is full of life
And yet her soul is icy and inactive
Her mind reels with the agony that has hit her full force
As the truth finally reveals its evil self
Pushing its way so deep inside of her
There is no denying,
She has changed dramatically
She is no longer care free but is instead burdened by black fog
One that is constantly trying to consume her whole being
Her lips begin to quiver as silent drops of salty tears skip across the dark lashes
She no longer loves the person she has become
Her empty heart is not able to console her
And her mind is not allowed to cover up the hole buried beneath the cells of lies upon lies
She hates herself
Hates everything about the numbness coursing through her dripping veins
Life has ceased to enjoy her
She has struggled till the point of mindless exhaustion,
Struggled to get a grip and run from the thriving black waters
But she no longer has the strength
Giving up for the last time,
Her facade cracks and fades
She slips into the sands of the forgotten
Forever becoming a thing that was, would or could have
But will never be
That ray of sunlight that used to strike gloriously into her
Has all but disappeared
She is broken
And knowing this,
She sparkles into the nothingness of loathing for herself

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