You just have to ride

I'm trying to be real about something here and people just think I am laughing.

I know you all don't want to hear anything I have to say.

So I'm going to keep quiet like I always do, I'm just getting tired of waiting on you.

I wish you had an ounce of care in your body.

I want to throw you down on the bed because you are a hotty.

I wish we could be together but it seems like that wish is moving away.

I don't want people thinking I am gay.

I am not gay I'm just scared to act like a jerk around females.

I get scared of a lot of things in this life that I live.

I suck it up and live.

You can't run and hide.

You just have to ride.