The numbing pain

The last step i took,
before my fingers grew numb,
but a million steps ago...
i died inside.

i fell so fast.,
but through me eyes it took year's.
my face lying in the frozen Grass.
I was waiting but for what?

it was you who left me,
to watch the frozen due melt.
i see every face that passes by.
not a single one See's me.

as i look at every expression,
i see the laughter but at the same time i see through it.
i see the hidden lies
the they hide within.

see i really know you
better than i knew
have seen everything you have to show.
as i lay here hallow.

the last breath i took.
before my eyes closed,
my heart stooped,
my soul gone.

i am Finlay gone
but a million breaths ago.
i might as well been dead.