Who am I

Who am I
Not what everyone sees
i love and i am loved
I cry and have been cried to
struggles are my fortay
I do not look at myself as pretty
Just another mistake in manys eyes
I have stabbed people in the back and I have been stabbed in the back
I want to be someones everything and someone has been my everything
I love my dad but he does not know how to love me
I am very screwed up in the brain
I want to know I am cared about and I care for many
I just want you to know who I am
But
I really don't know who I am at the moment....