Silent Noise

The silence is deafening so i hear others say
But i live in silence every single day
My hands cover my ears
Its the surround sound of the mind
My eyes open wide, yet shut
So i can see the mental signs
My Life is like a movie played without the sound
Its very hard to interpret but in it secrets can be found
I currently live in black and white
So monotonous and unsound
Those colors tell a story
But like my movie it is without sound
I sometimes feel i'm dying
At times when i want to live
But i cannot help the feeling
Its all i have to give
The feeling of eternal unrest
This noise that is all around
It seems so very near
But the source cannot be found
I try to block it out but nothing i do helps
The silence finds a way back into my life again