How it ends

I'm perfectly imperfect and thats how I'm going to stay
I find how much we've grown apart each and everyday
I don't want you to leave, but trust me I could stand
Its just once upon a time you were my best Friend

Once I loved you but I don't know if I can anymore
you cant make up your mind, pushing me in and out of the door
Is the fight worth the pain
Can I survive the battle and out last the rain

I'm torn between my heart and my head
I scream and bask in the silent words that remain unsaid
A masquerade is what we play
I'M ready to take off the mask, the person I portray

Once I loved you but I don't know if I can anymore
You cant make up your mind pushing me in and out of the door
Is the fight worth the pain
Can I survive the battle and out last the rain

I miss how it use to be
I took you for granted for that I'm guilty
I wish you would just forgive me
so we could go back to what we use to be

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I once loved you but I simply cant anymore
I cant take this confuse, I'm tired of being pushed in and out of the door
the fight is not worth the pain
I've lost the war and drownt in the rain.