The memories we had made,
Are they starting to fade?
My heart starts to fall low,
As you pick up and go...
You say everything will be ok,
But I don't know what to think or say...
I'm not to sure its true,
I've been trying to start over new.
But it doesn't take away the heartache,
I just don't want to break.
I wish I could get over this as fast as you,
I still need you if only you knew.
You moved on so easily,
And just let go of me...
I know I've lied, I've lied, I've lied!
And I've paid for it every night I've cried.
I didn't move on at all,
It was to make you think I could stand tall.
I wanted you to say you liked her,
I knew it but I just wanted to make sure...
And dating "him"...oh a great thought,
But to tell you the truth I'd rather not.
And the "others" are not what I'm looking for,
They will only ever be friends nothing more.
So the truth to be said...
I sometimes I would rather be dead.
I knew I would end up back here,
And that has always been my biggest fear.
I should have never let myself to close to you...
It was just to good to be true.
