I'm sorry

You were my best friend
the most important person in my world
You had the heart of gold
I need you more than you could ever understand
without you my world is bland
I'm sorry that I hurt you
But to be honest with you, you hurt me too
For time sake I'm not gonna fake that fact
I'm not gonna put on some silly little act
I can't explain how badly it hurts
Can't you understand that?
What happened to everything between us?
Is it gone for good?
Do you just need time?
TELL ME WHAT YOU NEED!
because this time I'm not going to just guess.
Wanna know what I need?
I need YOU!
But Your gone.
I messed up again
I lost my true best friend.

P.s. this ish my worst poem so read the others.