All I Wanted (You Killed Me)

Ive been having problems I've shed some tears
The feel of being loved has never been there
I've had alliances come and go
But absolute friendship i have never known

I've alienated myself from most problems of this life
But to complete this I would probably use a knife
All i wanted was some friendship is that too much to ask
You all have watched me suffer so watch my next scream become my last

You are all cold-hearted your hearts are black and dead
You've seen me suffer through the years yet not one tear have you shed
But i plan to end my suffering stain this earth with my "Red"
Your probably saying in your head "Oh the things i should have said..."

Now as i take this knife all inhibitions gone from my head
My life slowly drips away as Black earth turns to Red
All the pain and suffering gone I'm on the brink of death
But now I've finally found my friends, They are in my head.