Help doesn't come easy

A baby on the way the father
only wants to go out and play
sitting on the floor so confused
feeling so lost and used.

Why can't I ever have my way.
It's always about the pain.
Shiit you always gain.
Sitting here with loss

Hopeing for a better day.
That may come another way.
Choking thoughts are drowin
help me baby I'm drowing!

And baby is all I got.
Hopeing its half of what your not
can't take this crying
feels like I'm
dying.

Trying to hide my tears with smiles
only keeps me in denile.

(c)