Confusion sets in
The pain begins again
What am I to do?
I'm drowning in pain and loneliness again
I can't stop it
Please make it stop
No one can save me from myself
I can't do it anymore
I'm falling in the darkness
My light has gone away again
I put the pain to my head and pull the trigger
It's better to get it over with fast
Then to drag it out
I'm free now
Goodbye