He loves me,
He loves me not.
I thought I would die
If it ever came to that
But its made me stronger
Its hardened me
I'm not the same shy, naive, trusting girl
I used to be
I've smartened up
And learned a lot
Learned a hard lesson
I've developed a tough skin
Of pain, anger, and strength
And his lies can't penetrate it anymore
I look to the future now
Not the past.
I love him,
I love him not.
