Its funny how a real close friend can stab you in the back, when before she used to always say i would never do that. She knew i loved him dearly and my happiness i could not hide, but then she went and stole his heart, i shouldve seen it coming there were all these signs. Now she's hurting from their break up and of course she came running to me, what the heck am i supposed to do i just cant be mean. so of course i take her in to try and ease her pain, everyday brings me more tears this is just so insane. i treat her like my other friends I'm sweet and i try my best to help, but deep inside I'm dying god this feels like hell. But i gotta keep my head high and be strong just for her, because even though she hurt me i just gotta be better. i cant be like her and just turn my back, i gotta be different and I'm doing just that. but now i know to trust no one and to hold my man close, because even when you think you've got it all its a very bumpy road.
11/15/08-2/11/09 A to thee 2nd power=Lovee</3
"at least it used to mean Lovee"
... && then she came along ...
