Olev - no matter how you put it, it will never be right..

by steph   Jul 21, 2009


You need 2 people to commit, 2 people to make it work, 2 people to be there for one another, and care deeply for each other
Nothing lasts forever, No matter how hard we try, eventually the ones we love will one day say goodbye.
Put in the time, and go out of your way, make such a great effort, that not even words could explain.

She waited so long, and gave her heart out, he didnt really notice, she didnt shout out. She kept her feelings quite and hidden from him, hoping one day he'd love her within.
She was fighting to get him out of her head... But only to hold onto every word he ever said.
Several months later, they were still there, not only the feelings but the hurt she had to bare, it was time to spill, and she said how she felt, because she had no choice but to let it all out...

so with over a while they turned out, both had each others hearts without a doubt, she put in her all, and everything she had, hoping it wasnt a waste, nor for the bad.
The distance may keep them apart. But distance, no matter how far, couldnt change those feelings within her heart.
Let their trust, their faith make their love bolder, its just effort they needed to build it stronger.

She thought he was different, and not like all the other guys but he proved her wrong, by telling her those lies.
They had fights, and arguments over the little and big, but what caused the most pain was when she wasnt beside him, missing someone may cause pain, but think about it over again, it becomes easier everyday because cause even though you are one day further away from the last time you saw them, You are one day closer to the next time you will.

Just another lie from just another boy... Looking back on everything she did and everything he said... She can't get those words out of her head... She believed him, blocked out the rest only to find out what he should have confessed
He was her first love and her true love, that will always be so, After all of the heartache, sadness and never ending pain, she knows, he and she had something special and that will never change, because she loved him and loving someone else will always seem strange.
Her pain is deep, unbearable and painful, and for so many years, she'll never forget all the sadness, all the uncontrollable tears, slowly shes rebuilding her life, content with what shes got, And although it is hard shes beginning to forget what she has not.
She wishes what they had could have been more, if only he could have understood, what she was fighting for.

Be honest and open with how you are feeling, and never lead the other one on. It is unfair to play on other ones feelings, and then turn around one day, and be gone.
The longer you keep her waiting while you figure things out, the greater the chance she's not going to be there when you finally sort them out.

Shes tired of fighting for someone who just doesnt care, even importantly who wasn�t always there, listening to other people, Telling her she'll be okay, Bravely trying to act like it, But deep inside, not feeling that way.
Though maybe there right, she has to be strong, keep her head high and slowly move on.. you can only push a girl away for so long until she walks out all on her own, so be careful and make sure this is what you want, because once she turns round, she not coming back.

If he loved her, he woulda made it work, he woulda tried, for everything its worth, its going to be hard to love, once shes loved before, especially if that someone, who had her heart, just walked out the door.
She wont always be there, to be your backup plan, youve taken her for granted, and wont you be a man? Realize you have to choose, because shes not going to wait for you, shes waited to loong, to be dragged down from strong
So many chances just handed out, oh what a silly boy, he abused without doubt..
But no matter what he did, or what he said, her heart was open and gave out for his pled.

If he decides to stay and plead his way to keep her heart, she just has to hope he has more commitment then he had to start.
So its down to the point where its not up to her anymore. If he wants her in his life, he'll find a way to get earn her trust, on not to mess this up.

She just needed him to really see, she didn't just give up, she put in with her whole heart, But that wasn't enough...

theres a few mixed quotes in there, but i did put that all together myself.

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  • 16 years ago

    by Angel Tears

    This was a very nice piece, and all of it very true. Nice job :)