You aren't gone - For Mustapha Sesay

Sittin here, thinking of you,
of everything you do.
i know that you are gone,
so im left here to think of all the greatness you have done.
you always made me laugh,
but now i feel like my heart is breaking in half.
i wish i could go back to before,
when you were here with me and we were talking outside my door.
i still remember camping with you,
all the fun that we always had being with you.
i regret not talking or seeing you all that much,
but all of this happened in such a rush.
i miss you more than i can even say,
but know that i also love you more than words can say.
i miss your smile,
that shone for a mile.
knowing you're gone is still too hard to believe,
i never wanted you to leave.
its unbelievable that you are gone,
but in truth you aren't gone.
you just merely left this life,
to move onto the afterlife.
you made me laugh,and smile, and love you.
but you leaving now, im just here missing you.

~Dedicated to Mustapha Isaac Sesay.
R.I.P. Wednesday, July 15th, 2009 around 4:30 pm

He was a great person, one of the best persons I have ever known. If you didn't know him, you really missed out on knowing someone very special. He was always smiling and laughing, and anywhere he went he spread happiness as he was going. He was a very close family friend, but to me he was just like a brother. I will always love him, 'but the love when you don't have to say it and you just know that the person loves you back is something special'-that's what my older brother told me,and it's true.
Mustapha is an amazing person, and i will always miss him.
I love you and may God have mercy on you. ~