All Alone

Did this really happen?
is this not a dream?
everything they said came true
not knowing its Wat i wanted
not knowing the real me
it kills me inside knowing all that i no
i keep my feelings bottled up
hoping,just hoping
it wont show.
i don't want u 2 know the real me
its to painful and to difficult to bear.
all the things i think about. all the emotions i hold dear.
waiting for someone to come rescue me
this dream just turned into a nightmare
I'm running out of time
I'm running out of strength
I'm running out of lies
please lord just take me away
i cant live with the guilt or the ifs or buts
all i want to worry about is nothing
because I'm alone
with my cuts

please let me know what u think